Xin.
~~Searching for a goal, a purpose, a value in life which is worthwhile as an end in itself and not merely as a means to some other ends~~

Life's journey.
Life is not gentle - far from it. From time to time, it will hand you disappointment, grief, loss, a formidable difficulty, often when least expected. But never forget you can surmount the worst it brings, keep on going, and make your way up again. You will find that you are stronger and maybe better off for having had some bad experience. No matter what has happened to a person, that individual still has within vast undamaged areas. Nature always tries to repair, so don't be discouraged when you suffer a blow - Norman Vincent Peale

Inspirational quotes.
It is in your moment of decision that your destiny is shaped - Anthony Robbins

You'll always rise in life to the level of responsibility that you're willing to accept - Ralph Waldo Emerson

It is one of the most beautiful compensations of this life that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Nothing has any power over me than that which I give it through my conscious thoughts - Anthony Robbins

What lies behind us and what lies beyond us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us - Ralph Waldo Emerson

The highest reward for man's toil is not what he gets for it but what he becomes of it - John Ruskin

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference - St Francis of Assisi

Anyone can be angry, that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, at the right time, for the right reason, to the right degree, in the right way, this is not easy - Aristotle


ramblings.


archives.
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
November 2007
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
August 2009

mates.
Bro
Apis
Bei Xuan
Cindy
Kristin
Maureen
Terence
Wei Hong
Zhi Liang

credit.
designer: x
resources: x x x

I dunno what's right what's wrong anymore. It could be a matter of concidence, a matter of careful planning by a scheming person or it could just happen to be a coincidence by the other person, but it places me in shakey position of trust.

That I happpened not to be working at this point in time, that I happened to be at home for the past week, that I was sick and happened to be having a headache and replying a email when you approached me. All this coincidences and all evidence points to me as I'm the culprit when I really did no wrong. This is something I will not do, something which I vowed not to, ever since I started working 3 years ago. I was a victim few years back and I even told you about it, but I chose to let it go and became cautious about it ever since. And now because of my graciousness, it has came back to haunt me again.

Why do I need to do that anyways? Even though I don't exactly like you and am not particularly close to you, but these are 2 different matters. I don't mix family matters with the things I do. This is simply saddening.

Why are parents always unable to see the truth? I never knew sucking up by another person could blind your vision so much till it impaired your judgement.

Why am I always such a nice person? I should have barged in at the time and clarified that I never did it upon hearing your conversation. Could it be I wanna hear what you have to say of me at that time? that I messed things up?

I only hope for the truth to be revealed one day..